麻醉....

Something is not right with me... I knew it. I can sense it myself too. But i don't know why. Maybe i do know, just that i don't wish to admit it. Maybe that could be the reason. It all started since last week. I'm getting moody and mood swing. No energy for anything. Ya, anything. Be it wow-ing, playing my ps2, listening to ipod, playing psp, surfing the net. I don't have any kick at all. Just wanna daze around and stone. Despite me playing wow for almost the whole night on CNY eve till 530 am in the morning. The kick is no longer getting into me. No passion at all. Grinding the same old mob again and again. Praying for the drops i needed for fraction rep. Tanking through the instance, protecting my fellow guildies from the mob. Praying for the boss to drop my rare/epic tanking gear and get disappointed if it doesn't. All this are just repeating by itself. And this happen almost everyday.

Took a break today by not playing. I stone in front of the com right after my dinner, surfing the net looking at stuff over and over again. Watch tv, snack at CNY leftover goodies. Man! I'm getting bored, the hands start to get itchy and i felt like playing wow but i just can't get the kick to start it. Why why? Why is this happening? Every on is gearing up for the raid when we have enough people but here i am stoning. WOW is suddenly like a drug to me, a drug which i use it to 麻醉 myself...

I need someone to remove me from this drug! I need my "Kirsten Dunst"~!~!~! Where are you?? Or maybe i just need someone to give me a more heavy dose of WOW...