Moved...

Is been ages since my heart moved. Okay, moved as in i had a touch for someone else. Is not a very big deal, you know, is just those small small feeling which you get when you first see the girl which you are interested in. Okay, i admit is more then that. Lol. I'm kinda always looking forward to chatting with her and having a small hope that this could work out. But well... Sometimes things just don't goes the way we want. Told ashley about it and say to her that i kinda felt that she could be just another passerby. She replied asking me to take whatever that comes along my way and there bound to be someone in so many passerby meant for me. Ya, that how i felt. Been trying to use that approach but somehow sometimes, you know, just can't help it to feel negative. Someone i hope if one day if that person really come knocking on my door, i will not be stupid and slow in opening the door. So for now just take things slowly ma. Anyway, i'm glad my brother CT is doing well for his side. Keep it up brother!

Okay on a side note, i don't know why! But i'm serious that there bound to be something wrong with me lately. I have been stoning and stoning non stop. Be it talking to princess wendy, family, friends, watching soccer or even tanking in game(non wow players will not understand this and i'm lazy to explain too) where i need super high concentration even when i meet my friends from supper they also can see me stoning and i can't explain why.

I'm also forgetting things more and more easy. Like this morning, was emailing CT and halfway through i heard this very nice song from 933 and after knowing the song title and who sang it, i began typing it to CT. But only to realise after a few words, i forgotten the song title!!! Nvm. Was listening to 933 a few hours ago and heard that song again so i decided to text him again. But however after changing my Handphone to chinese for entering and upon keying finish the song title, i forget who sang the song! Oh my god. My STM is getting more and more worst. I think i will be sensile soon... I can imagine myself waking up one day and i totally forget everything about and around me. Hmmm... I wonder how would life be then? But again it sound so unfilial if i forget who are my parents. Hmmm... This better don't happen to me.