I was supposed to sleep after i log off my game at 1030. I'm really feeling sleepy but i just get myself into bed. Toss and toss. I realise is reaching 12. Urge of msging her is so so strong. But i remember what jie told me, and i hold back the urge. I was telling jie about the previous post which i written or rather copy from peifen's blog. That the feeling which i'm having now. Then follow by the post on 卫斯理, from it, I realised is been very very long since i really felt happy deep from the heart after the break up.
And while on the way back, told jie that i felt so foolish that. To me, is 1 1/2 years since the break up. To her, is 1 year of anniversary with her boyfriend. And for me, i should just be glad that she is fine and happy if i'm true to her.
As for what did i do when i could sleep. I took out the valentine gift which she gave to me. Is still nicely wrap up, because i was waiting for the day which the both of us could watch together but the day just didn't come. Watching it alone, memories start to flood in, tears start to roll down by themselves. Finish watching it, i took out the photo from my wallet too. Is time to start moving bit by bit.
I can't msg or call you to say "Happy Birthday" but i still wish to say "Happy Birthday" to you from here. I don't know if you will be able to see this, but i wish you good in everything. Hopefully we would still be able to be friends in the future. Take Care. Happy Birthday to you...
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hmmm hard to imagine u being emotional.. but take care bro~
Hi just read yr comment, I won't tell u to cheer up or be happy coz all these are up to yourself. My little advice: face your feelings honestly and accept them openly. It's good that u write your feelings in your blog coz it's a good outlet to let out your feelings and be open about them. Anyway, to answer your question, I think it's both coz while I'm a person who thinks too much too often for my own good, all the experiences I had, particularly the most recent one, all kinda "inspired" me to write out what I feel at that moment of time. Realise that our experiences are similar in a way so I can feel your pain. For me, I'm simply too busy now to think about her so often which is a good thing I guess. Like what I told someone, as long as she's not in my mind, I'm moving on with life well. Hope u can find a balance in your life too.
*Hugs*
i'm always here if u need mi
"What does not kills you will make you stronger"
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