Old memories...

I didn't age suddenly down the road over a weekend... no mass white hair over the night. I'm still at the age of 23... But i still do have some old memories. Some of them is to the game wow. Yes, people might say, what there memories over a game. But to mi, it ain't just some game. Through this game, i made lots of friends. Many of them are older then me, teaching me how to be a better person when i throw my temper around. Treating me as a brother to guide me along. Special celebrations, those were the days we spent together like a big family.

I should be working now, but i seriously feel like blogging on this. I'm talking to hadas on msn and this new group of people who sign up at our guild forum is just like us. They only want to enjoy the game with friends, see more content of the game. They wish to be part of something big to share the enjoyment with everyone. They were like the old times Makan people. I still remember when I first join Makan. My toon is still at level 50+ when he see the vet in ZG raid. Their 1st kill of the last boss in ZG - Haka. Everyone was so happy that even at 12+ they meet up for supper. Is not about loots, is about doing something together which everyone is so happy of. That the thing which push me hard to level up asap to join them. To join them to enjoy the happiness in clearing something which we want to, and not for loots.

Hadas was telling me... from the time i started playing wow with him, from the time i started tanking in game till today when i'm the main tank for the guild. The only thing he clearly remember me is my 1st raid at UBRS when i was a noob. Running around don't know what i'm suppose to do. I do remember it too. I remember people in raid was reading gchat, raid chat, but poor me is just reading pst. Pst from my fellow guildmate, ssunsett, beefchop, chengteng, lohmee, meehoon, nie.. everyone was telling me what to do and i just couldn't get what they are telling me. The most funny thing was, i was a tank for the run and yet i don't know what does tank mean. Nie was telling me in pst "i don't have time to teach you how to tank, why you must sunder the mob, how you hold aggro, just do whatever you think is right and hold the mob, don't let it run around hitting other and go learn yourself."

Everytime when i make a mistake, do something wrong, i get encouragement from them. Asking me not to feel bad, say i can do it better. And they bother to explain to me what i should look out for.

Another run would be the ZG run when i finally join the big group of guildies. I was honor to be given the 1st epic of my game. My tanking sword. However, at the point of time i'm still not good in my game. And my guild leader chengteng joke to me saying i got my 1st epic, i should tank the next group. Thus he ask me to tank a big group of mob and the blur blur me listen to him and rush in only to find myself dead the next min.

Those were the time where we raid for fun, raiding because we enjoy the game together. Not because of loots, players will take their time to teach other about the game. However as time past, lots of us slowly forget all this... Lots of my guildmate read my blog. Do you guys miss the old makan time? Where we progress slowly to see the content, not for loots, but solely just to enjoy, to 沉淀 in the happy atmosphere of clearing something which we want to? I do... I miss the time badly, those are the things which keep pulling me back into game. I'm still looking for the feeling... Lets find it back together....