Alive...

Don't worry, i'm still kicking alive.. Just that i don't know what to blog. I feel so stress up with so many things to worry. Money, it ain't the most important thing in the world. You have it, live it the way you have it. You don't have it, live it the way you don't have it. Yes, that how i see to the money matter. However i realise things ain't always that the way i want them to be. I can don't worry about myself no money but i can't simply close my eyes on my family money problems. Haiz, i felt so shameful that i can't do anything without a stable income. Job, i looking for a full time job now. However it ain't that simple to look for one. I ain't something that is able to sit down in an office doing office work cause i know that bored me, but i have no choice to look for one. Health, it seems that my body has started giving me the red light. I have been feeling that my health is dropping, maybe is time for me to go for a checkup. Love, is still the same thing for me... Words has been say over and over again. 22nd birthday is coming. Let me have one wish, to that i can wish more a few more wishes to clear my problems.